Stefanie sun yan zi

Friday, February 02, 2007
the painful decision...

finally... after pondering my options for the last 2days, I've finally decided to stay in the team. It was a tough decision to make, given that just last week we had talked abt quitting the team together... and now i had reversed on my stand. I seriously hope that my friends can understand why i took this path. one thing i can assure them is i am not in this for the non- monetary benefits like some might think. but rather for the learning experience... partly learning to deal with people as part of my pursued interest in human resource management and also some other reasons which i can't seem to phrase in juz a few words. anyway i really hope that we still can stay together as a close knitted bunch of avid lawn bowlers even though there will be the inevitable strain in our friendship. I hope this situation can clear up fast and we will all be able to rejoin the team under a whole new committee:)
take care...

___* hummed a yanzi tune + 7:51 PM

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Thursday, February 01, 2007
*confused*disappointed*In a Dilemma*

once again, politics rear its head in my cca again. this time its regarding the squad for 2007... as early as 10days ago, the youths already discovered smth amissed when both christian and edmund did not received the invitations for the upcoming tiger bowls in hk. oh pls.... for goodness sake, if ppl like wendy and rebecca can receive it, i don't see why ed and xt can't get it! a few hrs ago, i was still happily talking to wanhin and john abt our planned enjoyment in hk. and a couple of hrs later, here i am rethinking my options. because we juz received the email abt the national squad selection. edmund is not in! anthony, an arrogant new guy whom we thrashed convincingly, is taking his place! what a joke! this has caused quite a stir among the youths, with half of them trying to quit and ppl like me still in a dilemma even as i'm penning this post. up till now i'm still undecided. cos i juz asked xt in his conversation with both wanhin and candy. if stephen gets ed to lodge an appeal with the selection committee, and gets reinstated successfully, will they still quit? of course, it would not be a smart choice to appeal, as that will only make the committee think we are desperate to be in the squad. that will also serve to give them more manipulating power over us. now i dunno what to do... with the deadline for submission due in 24hrs... should i stay or should i go? help!!!

___* hummed a yanzi tune + 8:14 AM

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